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August 07 心跳个不停也不知道是喝了咖啡的缘故，还是怎么了，心总是静不下来。
突然回忆的片段像潮水一样涌进脑海，
做错了的事，值得骄傲的事，
像是在看一场电影，不知道该悔恨还是高兴。
睡不着，就只好发泄一下，写点什么。
这样感性的我有时候连自己都觉得不习惯，更怕别人看了会耻笑，
但又希望得到理解。到底哪个是真正的自己，习惯了伪装，迷失了自我。
总希望在付出之后得到回报，但得到的时候却又不太好意思，有些别扭。
与其这样倒不如不去计较，但又有些不甘心。
矛盾着，挣扎着，只是为自己平添烦忧。
希望无私，却又摆脱不掉狭隘，不伦不类，非圣非奸，
落得个四不像，情操着虚伪着。
偶尔闪过轻生的念头，但知道自己根本没那个勇气。
生活还是要继续，矛盾还是要继续，
还是会继续的否定自己，否定别人，受到别人的否定...
希望明天会不一样。
July 09 喜欢逃避的
April 08 Him他用心的祈禱
主說不行
他笑了 January 05 Season Goddess在希腊神话中，季节女神叫 Horae ，虽说是季节女神，但其实却只有三位，原因是由于希神多为三位一体。据古希腊诗人 Hesiod 在神谱中的说法，季节女神是天神 Zeus 和正义女神 Themis 所生的三个女儿，名字分别叫：Lawfulness(Eunomia), Justice(Dike) 和 Peace(Eirene)。但在古雅典，她们却被称为 Thallo(春生)，Carpo(秋收)，Auxo(夏季)，这更接近于大自然四季的意义。
大地女神的女儿 Persephone 被冥王 Hades 抢到冥界并被迫吃下石榴之后，一年之中必须留在冥界三个月，这一期间大地万物不生，这才有了冬季的概念。 December 29 Confuser
Some really confusing suggestion of 易りんtoじょさん PS: Don't leave comments!! December 15 Can't tell When you need care, you got indifference; when you need agreement,you got irony.
Why can't people just always be nice
to each other or just to the loved ones around?
Once I overheard that the ones a person
looks down upon the most are the good friends
of him/her, is it "genuine"??
I couldn't help but wonder,
is kind the inborn nature of human being
or mean!?  |
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A dream that u don't fight for can hunt u for the rest of ur life.
What is the exact definition of a good friend? Is the one who criticizes you and be angry at you when you have had some problems no matter right or wrong and somewhat breaks ur heart like breaking a mirror a heartfelt friend, or the one who says no words just like nothing happened and of course is a little bit indefferent is the true confidant???!!! Maybe you can say that the formar just used a over-emotional action to show how much he cares about ya, but is it pure care without any trace of disgusting or envy or something else?!! And as for the latter, is he really don't wanna remind you of the sad thoughts totally without any impatience about what you always complained to him!!?? In regard to you, have you thought through all what you've done and are they turn out to be right?? It's damn hard for everyone to figure it all out and you maybe upset by the result. So, for your own sake, don't suffer from this by yourself, let the time do it. And nomatter what kind of friends they are, they are friends and are better than the strangers.|
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