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August 07 心跳个不停也不知道是喝了咖啡的缘故,还是怎么了,心总是静不下来。
突然回忆的片段像潮水一样涌进脑海,
做错了的事,值得骄傲的事,
像是在看一场电影,不知道该悔恨还是高兴。
睡不着,就只好发泄一下,写点什么。
这样感性的我有时候连自己都觉得不习惯,更怕别人看了会耻笑,
但又希望得到理解。到底哪个是真正的自己,习惯了伪装,迷失了自我。
总希望在付出之后得到回报,但得到的时候却又不太好意思,有些别扭。
与其这样倒不如不去计较,但又有些不甘心。
矛盾着,挣扎着,只是为自己平添烦忧。
希望无私,却又摆脱不掉狭隘,不伦不类,非圣非奸,
落得个四不像,情操着虚伪着。
偶尔闪过轻生的念头,但知道自己根本没那个勇气。
生活还是要继续,矛盾还是要继续,
还是会继续的否定自己,否定别人,受到别人的否定...
希望明天会不一样。
July 09 喜欢逃避的
April 08 Him他用心的祈禱
主說不行
他笑了 January 05 Season Goddess在希腊神话中,季节女神叫 Horae ,虽说是季节女神,但其实却只有三位,原因是由于希神多为三位一体。据古希腊诗人 Hesiod 在神谱中的说法,季节女神是天神 Zeus 和正义女神 Themis 所生的三个女儿,名字分别叫:Lawfulness(Eunomia), Justice(Dike) 和 Peace(Eirene)。但在古雅典,她们却被称为 Thallo(春生),Carpo(秋收),Auxo(夏季),这更接近于大自然四季的意义。
大地女神的女儿 Persephone 被冥王 Hades 抢到冥界并被迫吃下石榴之后,一年之中必须留在冥界三个月,这一期间大地万物不生,这才有了冬季的概念。 December 29 Confuser
Some really confusing suggestion of 易りんtoじょさん PS: Don't leave comments!! December 15 Can't tell when you need agreement,you got irony.
Why can't people just always be nice
to each other or just to the loved ones around?
Once I overheard that the ones a person
looks down upon the most are the good friends
of him/her, is it "genuine"??
I couldn't help but wonder,
is kind the inborn nature of human being
or mean!? September 25 毛主席语录September 24 SOME... in a situation at the point of unwilling to,then for
some reason you've just been kicken
out of it with no idea and totally
been hurt? If this happen, what are you
gonna do?Cry over it scilently
or talk to someone to get some comforts?
For me, I don't wanna do either,but did both.
While it turned out that I did the right thing.
A girl,a woman or even a man
has no ehough strengh to get over it
when they got hurt deep in the hearts.For the
first time in my life,I figured out that the
only way to get out of the bad mood
is to get rid of it by saying that out or to be precise,
to release the bad emotion.
It works,really. September 04 LYRICI was confused, you cleared my mind
I sold my soul, you bought it back for me
And held me up and gave me dignity
Somehow you needed me
You gave me strength to stand alone again
To face the world out on my own again
You put me high upon a pedestal
So high that I could almost see eternity
You needed me
And I can't believe it's you
I can't believe it's true
I needed you and you were there
And I'll never leave, why should I leave?
I'd be a fool cause I finally found someone really cares
You held my hand when it was cold
When I was lost you took me home
You gave me hope when I was at the end
And turned my lies back into truth again
You even called me 'friend'
You gave me strehgth to stand alone again
To face the world out on my own again
You put me high upon a pedestal
so high that I could almost see eternity
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